The more time you have doing nothing, the more you will reflect upon yourself and sink into depresstion. Play games, watch tiktok, youtube and films/tv shows. Do anything but stay focused with yourself.
It is sometimes called that, other times it is 'маршмеллоу", which sounds just like marshmallows (“marshmallow”).
“зефир” in Russian, sounds like “zefir”
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