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Cake day: June 25th, 2023

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  • I used to work at a place where several partners were members of this church. The open disdain directed toward me for not being a churchgoer and the ostracization the occurred were a significant factor of my decision to leave.

    After I left, one of the partners harassed me for several years via phone calls, text messages, and hand written letters mailed to my home trying to get me to turn my heathen ways around.

    One of those letters said something asking the lines that while I had chosen eternal damnation for myself, I owed an opportunity of salvation to my daughter, so I needed to bring her to this church.

    I don’t remember how many years this continued, but it finally stopped.

    The hell is the matter with these people?













  • I replace that depression with the depression of being a souless cog in the capitalist machine who only exists in three possible states - working, sleeping, or getting ready to go to work (laundry etc).

    I truly have come to feel like any time spent conscious and not actively increasing profit for the machine is sinful. Laughter? Sinful. Listening to music? Sinful. Dating? Are you out of your fucking mind? I’ll be too tired to make profit tomorrow! Basic healthcare? (pretty much all of my teeth are falling out now) Too much time. Can’t stop making profit for the machine.

    So climate change? Depression about that little recreational pursuit burns daylight and decreases profit. Can’t have that now, can we?

    I wait for the sweet, sweet embrace of death to release me from it (as literally happened to a coworker last week).