Having just 2 main candidates is like having 1 candidate because there are some things they both decide to do the same. More candidates are necessary for a democracy. Some countries also implement 2 step elections that take 2 or more most voted candidates to another election. Though it’s much more ExPeNsIvE to run such an election so the US won’t do it.

What I meant is why the Wayland keep the 2 option system? Just make it unlimited amount of options and problem solved.

sigh third option when?

I agree but seeing 2/3 or even more people act not good and everything getting worse every year has a stronger impact on me than seeing and interacting with great people. I guess it’s a pretty uncommon thing. I also have personal issues that are really serious and I can’t even talk about it because it’s very intimate. And smh every time I say I feel better, I feel worse again in a few hours. Very supernatural looking this one.

Idk. I was feeling very bad recently but some great people helped me a lot so now I feel better but idk if this improvement will last for more than a few days (usually it doesn’t). I’m really depressed because of the state of the society

picks up the AC remote what did you say again?

In-game photography. It’s something that doesn’t seem covered on Lemmy yet. But Linux works too. Hope to see you posting that fastfetch with an Arch logo soon

My English is limited so I’m not sure I understood this essay correctly but I think it says that one should treat every single person as a person and not as something else which is what I absolutely agree with.

In Ukraine the government, bloggers and journalists are trying to make people think Russians are basically no more than objects. If you try to share a different opinion on it there, you can get in serious trouble. It’s a very big problem. Same with ultraconservative racists. You do not treat anyone as an object or anything else except for a human being, no matter the reason.

For example, I do not agree that alternative sexual orientations are normal/healthy but it doesn’t mean I can treat people that (falsely) identify themselves as LGBT not human beings. In this case I consider it a disease so I should consider them not just as human beings but ones that need even more attention and care. Same goes to every person with a serious disease such as AIDS or schizophrenia (there are more causes of discrimination of them though).

The case of people with dark skin is even worse. I don’t even know what is the reason of them being discriminated. What I know is some of my relatives think that dark skin is an indicator of a person with increased chance of becoming a criminal. This is prejudice (that is obviously bad and inhumane but also instinctive I guess). Some other people probably discriminate them just to keep themselves privileged or “to be like the crowd” idk.

In any given case, after some analysis, we can clearly see that discrimination is always an immoral and ultimately bad thing. However, the immorality of it can just have various, sometimes not obvious, forms in different cases.

What we should do is change our mentality to delete stupid discrimination from it. As civilized and intelligent beings we should just be “above it”. This means we should think instead of simply using reactions (usually wrong ones) we already have. This can make us more resistant to evil propaganda and negative social trends, as well as help to delete already formed wrong things in our mentality too.

But tbh idk if this world can change. It’s getting worse all the time and I’m very depressed because of it.

Thank you, mister/miss

Not good. It’s not like anything bad happened (actually there were only good things) but I did some highly questionable stuff and it’s a big problem for me. If someone figures out what I did, it’s going to be a disaster. Also my recent attacks caused my older relatives to seek help from psychics and similar people (they believe in such stuff) which is not great because the last time they did it I had very heavy nosebleeds. Well I’m in danger as always. And my mental health isn’t getting much better. My mind is still functioning on a very basic level because everything else is critically damaged. I guess if I was a regular modern person, I’d be dead or crazy already. But I’m stronger and it does have its disadvantages. At least I can suppress my pain a little bit with YouTube and my new sim racing setup (direct drives are awesome btw).

EDIT: forgot to mention that some serious social issues started to pop up as well

Tics aren’t much of a problem (they were in the past though). I just hate the society and modern trends a lot. Hopefully the medication helps because I am actually scared I can attack a person on the street.

And speaking of English, I’m good at some well-polished topics that I talk about a lot and had enough time to learn. I can’t do a scientific speech or make a poem (unless I’m in an emergency because then my mind works much better smh)

Sorry for not making paragraphs. I never was good at it.

Neural diseases is how we call them in my mother tongue. Idk what they’re called in English. Neuralgia is the closest word I guess. These are not mental disorders nor diseases that affect brain in general. These are things like Tourette syndrome.

Everyone says so but sometimes getting a therapist is impossible or not worth it (like in my case getting a therapist means going to the active war area).

And please just stop paying attention on me. This stupid and perverted world has defeated me already. I’m dead. My physical body (and brain as a part of it) is still alive smh so that’s why I can speak but I lost everything and there’s no “me” anymore. I’m a bit of a psychologist. I see stuff like this.

I consider everyone (except people who are a part of the most traditional paths of one exact religion but that’s besides the point) horrible. Everyone has and does something very wrong that hurts them and others. And the social environment hurts them even more, especially if they try to be different. Just leave me alone and let me die in suffer like all weak, diseased or unadapted organisms in this world. If I’m better, I’ll get a reward or at least save my honor. If there’s nothing except this world and this is what it changed to, I refuse to adapt and survive. This is just pathetic

EDIT: i feel much better today thanks to isolation and medication. I think now you can clearly see that I’m very unstable

I’m not afraid of judgment (unless the listener can physically hurt me which fortunately never happened before) but more like annoyed because nobody ever understands. Well the only people I realistically can talk to about my problems are my parents (I won’t talk about it to my distant relatives that I talk to once in a few years lol) but they are much older than me (much more than parents usually are) so they don’t understand me at all. It’s not the problem. For me talking about my problems irl is like walking naked in front of hundreds of people (hopefully this example won’t get me banned). Idk why. Maybe it’s because I’ve never had close friends irl (and in fact I don’t have any friends irl now) or maybe it’s because of my mental diseases. I really don’t know. It’s easier to just cry it out and stay in pain (that I’m so used to I almost enjoy it) when I’m alone and behave normally when someone is here, exhausting myself by not being able to comfortably be alone with my pain. Though it’s not as bad as it seems. I’m used to all of this. I’m used to being alone since like 12 years old when I became homeschooled due to neural diseases. I can even feel kinda happy when I don’t think about my problems and I have something to distract me (like distrohopping or playing video games for hours). And I have people online that can listen to me. Idk what would happen to me if I didn’t have them. The worst situation is when they can’t be here for some reason like me annoying the neural cells out of them or them just being very busy (dw they are not toxic). That is one of the situations when I want to turn my house upside down btw. Even though I’m as introverted as it gets, I can’t be lonely and I’m truly paranoid of losing who I have (that also exhausts me and makes me unable to be myself but that’s a whole new problem). And also I know I can’t even get someone else without incredible luck and a fantasy-level amount of coincidences cuz for me flying an MD-11 is easier than holding a conversation. But even all of this is not even half of the reasons of my pain. In fact idk if it’s humanly possible to explain all of them

I have this weird thing that when I feel really bad I want to destoy as much stuff as possible so someone pays attention on me because I always hide problems and appear happy to everyone around (except mentioning some really scary stuff in conversations). What saved me this time is that I remembered my cat can damage his paws when walking on broken glass. Ik it doesn’t make sense but it is what it is. I’m too scared of talking about my problems irl. I can get a literal heart attack if I try. It’s much easier to start a conversation that way. And if I feel real bad why would I care about consequences? Though this time it felt like something a bit different idk. I don’t have a personality anyways. I’m more than unstable if it makes sense

Last week was horrible. I almost ended up destroying my house. This week is going quite well so far. I’m still stressed as a Poly Bridge lowest budget solution because can’t wait for my first sim racing setup (that I was dreaming about for like 6 years) to arrive but I guess everything else is finally getting better.

Also now it’s kinda cold here where I live and I love it

Some really bad stuff happened again but it doesn’t seem to be repeating soon so hopefully the rest of the week will be fine. I still can’t get my PC repaired though and it’s quite a problem because it’s basically the only source of entertainment in my current situation and health condition. And my mental health in general is just getting more and more unstable. At this point I’m kinda waiting for a complete meltdown because then I won’t care about anything and maybe will finally get some good rest (I can’t even sleep properly now)

Everything is going really downhill tbh. I’m trying to do some stuff to fix it. Hopefully it helps. I’m kinda close to a yet another depression now

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Well it’s your choice

I think you must change the job asap. The harm doesn’t worth it, even if you get 3x more money from this one